Alexiss**

Tutoring was poppiin ;) aha. this little boy has a crushh on mee. thaas cutee =) ahaha. buuht im finna give up on Sir cause he got a good thing going on with his girlfriend nd i dont wanna fxckk with that shit no more, feel me? aha.. maybe things happen for a reason. maybe i just keep fxckkn w/ the wrong people. either way, im here now nd confused as fxck. i gta leave at like 430 nd i  wanted to watch the JV play the FRESHHman in football. that wouldaa been sickk buht im stuck doing hw that im not even doing cause im procastinating. ughh! im hella in the Magis office for no absolute reason. Its so boring. i might not go to the dance on friiday cause i dont got a ride homeee. so my parents sed it was no big deal. FUCK YES ITS A BIG DEAL! =/ shiit.! aha. whooo saaa. i keep falling asleep on Brian.. and he doesnt let me forget it. whatever.! im tired of the drama of love. arent you guys? ahah. well yeaaaa, i got hella shxt to do at school and i wanna focus buhht i cant. nd sir saw my ‘journal’ i guess? ahaha. it didnt have nothing important. just poems nd im not trippin cause everyone knows about the poems i writee. buht he shouldnt be doing that shiit. damniit. ill update in a few dayszz. ohhhhh! people be hatiin on me again.fxck themm beezies ;) im on my own hypeee.!

i hate falling asleep early! i fell asleep on briian twice in onee week. thiis is no bueno! wooooooo saaaaaaaa. ughh. thenn its like 530 in the morning right now nd i cant sleep. i had nothing else to do on my phonee. nd i cant play music cause it wouldaa been too loud. damnn, haters gotta get the hell away from me. im tired of girls mugging me when i diidnt even do anything! god… its naht my fault i talk to certaiin guys. shxt. i was planning on no drama thiis year. nd someone** is beginning to piss me off. im this close to cussing somebitches out. ughhhh! im naht in the mood to sleep no more =/ kay its 542 AM. this is ridiculous! nd i have pe today. i think the stupid 12 minute run. damniit! i dnt even know whats happening on friiday no more. this is hellaaa makn me mad. tomorrows my ‘BEAST’s bdayy. whoo hoo. ;) idkay what to get him still.hmmmmmmm, anyyyways, dont you hate it when you hella like someone buhht they have no idea wanna tell them buhtyou know th if they dnt like you back its all bad nd yoour friendshiips ovr? ugh. what do i do?

ahaa . I wanna be the one that lasts. With the biig ILOVEYOU sign.. I wanna be the one that he calls late at night just to tell me ‘sweet dreams’ i wanna be a lot of things that im not. I wanna be the one that he feels he can trust. aint gona treat him no other wayy. damnit! im eating my ass off cause im nervous. MY BEST FRIEND MIGHT HAVE CANCER. wooow. this is SOO no bueno. my god. I can find a million ways why this shouldnt be happening. Foreal. ugh. I’m finna pray..

iLoveHim. <3 lol. WILDCATS KLLED CRUSADERS

Should i???? Idkay. help me out hereee. lol. its too confusiin. cause i might mess everything up nd i dont want him to go nowhere.. buht i have no freakkn ideaa. its pissing me off. no buenoooo!! lol. wooow. this is ridiculous.well whatever. if you guys need have advice hiit me up.

cant sleep cause i know i’m without you.

every song on the radio is always about you.

miss your smile,your laugh, and your touch.

want you here,but thats asking too much.

Made me happy,you were my inspiration.

Send a shout-out to my radio station.

To those who lost but still choose to fight.

You were the one. Love at first sight.

Cant call you baby, it might scare you away

Thinking to myself, Damn. One More Day.

Find that courage & strike out the fear.

Let you know that I want you here

                                                               -ILiikeHiimAlot <3